Remember when i played that Incubus song that you liked?  I never realized that the picture of me playing the guitar is a picture of me playing that song for you.  that's beautiful.  like you.  and the pens i write with write pretty much for you.  i only hope you like what i write, and i hope you like me, and god it hurts to say it, but i'm a trendwhore of your affection.  and how beautiful the grays and blues are in your eyes.  i once wrote a song about them, but threw it away cuz it sounded dumb.  i wanted it to sound beautiful.  i don't say beautiful about your outside, but about your insides.  I want to hold your heart in my hands and have you smile, knowing that i'm going to put it back in your chest just fine.  i'd throw away everything i own, knowing it would keep you near.  please know that i love you.  I always will.