Remember when i played that Incubus song that you liked? I never realized that the picture of me playing the guitar is a picture of me playing that song for you. that's beautiful. like you. and the pens i write with write pretty much for you. i only hope you like what i write, and i hope you like me, and god it hurts to say it, but i'm a trendwhore of your affection. and how beautiful the grays and blues are in your eyes. i once wrote a song about them, but threw it away cuz it sounded dumb. i wanted it to sound beautiful. i don't say beautiful about your outside, but about your insides. I want to hold your heart in my hands and have you smile, knowing that i'm going to put it back in your chest just fine. i'd throw away everything i own, knowing it would keep you near. please know that i love you. I always will.